I am sorry if I neglected you. Sorry if I am drifting away from you. Sorry if I unintentionally ditch you nowadays. It is almost impossible for me to control who I get close to. I hope you understand. I will try my best to be as close as how we were. Frankly, I didn't sense much difference in our "close-ness". Probably I am insensitive? I thought we were still as close as normal. But sometimes it bores me a little when you spend so much time mugging and I definitely am not the kind who would sit and mug all day. I sincerely apologise for my ignorance. But I really hope you will understand... I still love you as a friend and thanks for everything that you have provided me with. I will try my best!