Cheer up dear.
You might have been disappointed by the results. That you did not get what you expected. I guess life is filled with so many uncertainties and the path to success is not always smooth. You will get the post next year yeah?(: I wouldnt mind giving you my post with the fact that you were so utterly disappointed in yourself. I never expected that I would get it. All of us will definitely support you and Reinette 13'11 will always love you <3