There's no reason for me to comfort you anymore. Those reasons why you get annoyed, jealous and irritated are far too unreasonable and incomprehensible. Give me a break. I am not on this Earth 24/7 just to attend to you, comfort you and make you happy. Please, be more understanding.

These few days have really been tiring but fun and worth looking forward to. I love the times when my good friends and I laugh at lame or hilarious stuff. I love to see someone smiling all day as though it was her best day in her life. I love seeing things with optimism but sometimes it would just go overboard and just deceiving yourself. I love how such small things in life could be appreciated and not taken for granted. I love it when someone tells me that I have good friends standing by me, never leaving me alone to live my life. I love how my friends and I bicker and scream and laugh. I love how I look back and realise that I was so childish and immatured. I love looking back and remembering that I once crushed on them. The pace of life in RGS is too fast, like a streak of lightning. It's almost impossible for me to keep up and why am I constantly rushing? I need a break. I need to slow down and not miss out the best things in life. But I guess, these are all to cope in RGS. The bright future, they always say. The pressure. The stress. I am suffocating.

I was really inspired by this song(: It used to be my favourite song and I guess the lyrics are really coool. It serves as a motivation and encouragement to me when I am down. Totally reminds me of those happy memories last year(:

Take all my vicious words
And turn them into something good
Take all my preconceptions
And let the truth be understood

Take all my prized possessions
Leave only what I need
Take all my pieces of doubt
And let me be what's underneath

Courage is when you're afraid,
But you keep on moving anyway
Courage is when you're in pain,
But you keep on living anyway

We all have excuses why
Living in fear something in us dies
Like a bird with broken wings
It's not how high he flies,
But the song he sings

Courage is when you're afraid,
But you keep on moving anyway
Courage is when you're in pain,
But you keep on living anyway

It's not how many times you've been
knocked down
It's how many times you get back up
Courage is when you've lost your way,
But you find your strength anyway

Courage is when you're afraid
Courage is when it all seems grey
Courage is when you make a change,
And you keep on living anyway

You keep on moving anyway
You keep on giving anyway
You keep on loving anyway

"It is not work that kills men, it is worry. Work is healthy; you can hardly put more on a man than he can bear. But worry is rust upon the blade. It is not movement that destroys the machinery, but friction."
Henry Ward Beecher


This quote is so freakin cool. But I dont seem to believe it:(

FCK. PLEASE SET YOUR PRIORITIES RIGHT. WHAT ROLE MODEL. DESPERADO.

I really need to take a breather. But it feels so weird after being so mentally occupied by the exams the past few days. Gosh Chinese compo next up. I guess I dont really care. Fck give me a break.

It feels so empty and insecure without mum and dad in Singapore these few days. wtf I am not a small kid anymore and I am feeling this way. hahaha. I miss them so much<3 Looking forward to the end of their holiday.

You shouldn't give up. Fight for yourself and who you are. You've got to go through the worst times in life to get the best.

RGS life is really killing me. I guess there's a price we need to pay. So much shits to do.

Completed my very first biothlon.:) It was a 1.5km sprint, then 12km biking and then 1.5km sprint again. Probably next time i should ask mum to buy me a race bike. This road bike is oh-so-slow:( The weather was also so darn hot and gosh I took almost 2 min to transit-.- Cant believe Cheryl and i got lost and we went the wrong way. wtf sia wasted even more time. And I shouldnt have drank so much water. LOL anyways i joint for fun so heck luh. i felt that it was very different from the 10KM Standard Chartered run that i took part with my friends last year, not as tiring I guess. But anyways, great experience(: aah adidas sundown nexttt.

ugh why am i so stressed out with school work. how could i cry in front of everyone:(