Omg i totally agree

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Lets not be rash with our words.

I should take some happy pillss:)
Meh. The start of my day was spoilt.
Kk at least I reflected on the people around me and MEEE<3
Do I really have mixed feelings?
But guess what?
I will not neglect you all.
Never will I.
So chill.

I have mixed feelings about you now.

YAYY i will.

Yes, I PROMISE.

Have I changed? Probably I really did?

I want you to know that I love you guys as friends, still. And will always. I did not neglect you all. Probably you all felt I did. But I always remembered you guys as my very close friends and I love the wonderful and SUPER FUN times we had together. Lastly, I know you all feel that I have probably gotten not so close to you guys. But you know what? We chat like almost every day and go out 2 times a week? Isn that like CHAO JI A LOT? hahaha. but never mind:) remember this, I love you all a lot.:)

Eh omg really? Imma bring a ring with me when I meet my MR RIGHT! hahaha jk

Thanks Lord...

It's hard to stop taking things for granted...

Too often...

I love my family and friends. I really do:)

Lets be optimistic.

This is cute.

Control your temper, dude. Take the chill pill. Everything doesn only revolve around you. You have to think for the rest too right? You wouldn want to be left out by us too. So don't leave her out. Tyvm:)

When I was young. Really young. Looked so innocent and retarded:P

Tolerance I realised, is important.

I shall master that skill.

I will.

TODAY WAS AWESOME.^^

Thankfully, mum allowed me to pon school today. Cuz going to school to prepare for some shitty drama crap is stupid. SO YEAH, I ponned.

Met up with Cheryl at United Square then we had lunch together:) teehee. Walked around United Square and bought some retarded toy. HAHAHA felt like a small kid man.

What was super funny was that we were SOOO childish so as to go for this Haunted House thingy. In the end, we were REALLY freaked out. And got lost in the Haunted Maze. hahaha we knocked down some props. ooops. All in all, it was SUPER FUN but scary.

We walked around United Square for very very very long. We went into TOYSRUS HAHAHA AND played with some toys. Man... I realised TOYSRUS not that bad seh! Used to go there a lot when I was young.

Then, we went to Cheryl's house and chatted and chatted and chatted at the lobby with Bei jun. teehee:) talked crap a lottt... and did some retarded stuff. HAHA. AND we saw uni-brow~~! HE REALLY LOOKS LIKE A MIDDLE-EASTERN guy man! He was staring at us like some criminals.

Im loving my life:) Thanks so much for everything.

I love this.

I sorta pity her la. But she sorta deserves it. But being dumped in like 1 week is super poor thing. It isn worth it, doing what she is doing now. Desperation to make someone jealous? A bit too mean. tsk.

SLEEPING IS nice. im lovin it.

Today was fun:)
Woke up like at 6am! Mum and Dad sent me to East Coast Park againnn. They kindly had breakfast with me first at Macs!

8am Chun ying and Kristele came! Mum and Dad lefttt. We stayed at Macs until like 9am?
Then we rented bikes. Kris' lousy instinct made her chooose this superrrrr lousy bike! Then Kris was SUPER slowww. Chun ying and I were like screaminggg for her to cycle more quickly. So I exchanged bikes with her on the way back to the Rental place. Then, Nic arrived.

We cycled all the way back to pick Nic and Kris changed her lao ya bike! She choose her second bike. She was STILL SLOWWW as ever. HAHAHA. Then, Nic rode her bike for her! HER BIKE TURNED OUT TO BE SUCKY AGAIN. hahaha. MAN. Kris, Bikes really don't like you! tsk.

We cycled like SUPERR far. Up to nsrcc. THEN, WE CAMWHORED and the tired kris took her break!

It was CHAO JI WU DI FUN:) teehee. then we went ALL the way back to Thomson Plaza to meet Ailica and En kyi.

While waiting for us, LAMO ENKYI WENT TO DO SAND ART! HAHAHA. ROFL.
Ate at Sushi tei, then we left for my house! Had fun at my house, then Chun ying and Kris had to leave.

Ailica, Nicole, En kyi and I decided to walk Cookie to Macritchie reservoir!

We, stupid smart alecs, decided TO EXPLORE. hahaha. and guess what? THE EXPLORATION WAS DISASTROUS.

We climbed up this steep slope filled with mud, earth and rocks. Then, we realised it was a Dead end! So we had to climb down againnn. GUESS WHAT?

STUPID COOKIE LEAPED OFF THE SLEEP SLOPE AND I GOT DRAGGED OFF THE SLOPE. and I FELL ON THE ROCKS AND SAND. OUCH. It wasn DAT painful. But it had this spicy feeling when Sand entered my wound:( after that, my wound got infected by Cookie's saliva which is ACIDIC! aaarrrghhh it was painful! Then, Cookie's fur touched my wound. And it was like SUPER PAINFUL. then LASTLY, ORANGE JUICE ENTERED MY WOUND. It was SUPER PAINFUL. AAAAAAAH:( AND BATHING WITH THAT WOUND WAS PAINFUL. REALLY REALLY PAINFUL.

All in all, I had A LOT A LOT OF FUN:)

I am a freeeeeee womannnnn... I don't crush on ANY1 nowwwww... wheeeeeee

OMT. OMT. OMT. EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. I AM FINALLY FREE. I CAN FINALLY DO WHAT I WANT. wheeeeeee~ Today, went to Nat Chan's house with Nat, Nic, Cheryl, Tiff, Hui ying and chloe... Was quite fun bahs:)I REALISED that my doggie. is chao. ji. wu. di. big as compared to most other dogs! I STILL LOVE COOKIE... ^^ then, i came home and played with cookie. WHOA,d size diff was like HUGE. Of course I couldn carry Cookie like how I carried Natchan's doggies, a Maltese and a Westie. Mine is a Golden. TWO WORLDS APART.

Super sleepy. Sorry, couldn go jogging with nic. Super tired. Slept quite late last night, mugging for today's maths exam. Heng... It wasn as bad as I thought. I keep having the feeling that I gotta mug now! now! now! That stupid mindset. Hey brain, exams are OVER. I can go relaz and do what I have always wanted to do! But now, there's nothing much to do! Other than go out. And slack. tch. There were so many things I wanted to do! NOW, i forgot.

Dude, this is for you though you might not see this. You should forget him. though it's hard and extremely torturing:)

Today was awesome! I just came home from School. After History paper, I went home.

Then, decided to meet Ailica and Nicole for lunch at Longhouse.

Finally, we went back to school. Studied.

Now, back home. Satisfied.

Hey dude there,
Probably you should really stop being so love sick yeah?
It's affecting you too much.
Concentrate on your last paper, maths, yeah?
Sort out your thoughts after EOYs bah.
Or probably just go out with all of us more often, forget about him.
He is taken.
Move on and stop thinking or dreaming about him.
I know it is hard, but try!

Guests are at my house now:) Stop staring at me please? You look old. But youre only 14! I AM SHOCKED. haha sorreh:) too mean. teehee. The way you act cool is hilarious. LOL. touching your hair and sitting at the backyard under the sun,looking at the floor. LOL. Then you start staring at me. EEEE yuck. Anyways, byebye. You are going home! With those little kids who tortured Cookie:( Sorry cookie!

I agree.

I want to do loads od stuff after EOYs. Like seriously, many many stuff. Go to ECP for cycling, USS, Wild wild wet, Escape theme park, SHOPPING, my house, friends' house and many many other places. We have planned to go together liao:) but firstly, EOYs aren over yet. THEY ARE KILLING ME, babeh.

HAHAHA I swear this is funneh:)

Just cane back from dinner at River Valley. I realised Worry is always in our minds. Hey Worry, go away please? My life would have been much better without you.

I worry about whether you will leave me suddenly, giving up on yourself.
I worry about another you, devastated about your parents.
I worry about you adapting to the drastic changes in your life.
I worry about whether you are able to go through these tough times, entering and leaving the hospital.
I worry about you, the only child, grieving over the loss of your mother.
I worry about you falling terribly sick, while grieving over the loss of some1 very close to you.
I worry about my studies.
I worry about how they cannot get along.
I worry about you and me.
I worry about your troubles.
Worry, Fuck you. :) nah, you're not worth my loss of virginity.

Am i?

Lets Smile:)

HAHA I love the squirrel below.

Oh dear. Why are so many people leaving us so suddenly? I just found out that my friend's mother died on the hospital bed last night. I am so sorry for your loss. All of these happened in a week. Losing people so suddenly. Lets live life to the fullest. Be happy:) Because we know that they have gone to a better place. It was the best option for them. Rest in peace.

OH MY TIAN. YESTERDAY, 5th Oct, WAS COOKIE'S BIRTHDAY AND I FORGOT BOUT IT. OMT OMT OMT. Sorreh cookie! I will buy you Doggy Cake tomorrow okay? I still have Geog exam tomorrow, dear! I promise I will. Happy First Birthday! Your are a bitch! HAHAHA. No luhhs, you must be a demure and non-bitchy doggy ok? ILOVEYOU.

DRUS TELL AMBER DON'T HUMP PEOPLE:) TEEHEE

I might be going to Vietnam. Not Hanoi though. Sorry to hear about your loss, Jovi. I asked mum to bring us there because I wanted to play with those kampong kids and teach them:) hehe. Very lame dream but I love those innocent kids. Their cute and sparkling eyes. AAAH:) I fell in love with them. Their lives are simple. Content is what they have. I have been too demanding. Seriously. Taking things for granted. I should treasure what I have. I have lost too many loved ones to regret now. The latest was my pet rabbit who died last week. Sigh. Well, God felt it was best for them and there is a reason behind everything. The worst was when I realised my kin died in the toilet in China. It was of course, shocking. Realising that she was not ever going to come out of that cubical again. Live life to the fullest.

Sorry for your loss.
Everything happens for a reason --- God knows it's the best for you.
She will watch over you where ever you go.
Stay strong.

Please don't think that way of her.
She does not mean it.
She is straightforward.
She has been like this
You don't understand, do you?
She is nice.
Accept her.
Not gossip about your good friend.
I just mentioned.Good friend.
Her feelings are fragile.
Don't hurt her.
Love her please, pretty please?

I came across this thing. Totally makes sense:) i must learn from it man!
1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

honestly, it makes a lot of sense(

MY BITCH, COOKIE:)<3

I love you all<3 Thanks for everything. Oh and nat too, tho shes not in the pic:)

OMG I LOVEEE THIS TUMBLR PIC. HAHAHA. It was my FB status the other time.

OMG LIT AND ENG EXAM WAS LIKE BLEH. AAAAAH. CONFIRM FAIL MAN! hurhurhur:''( Hahaha. Today was quite sian. Was super stressed out for Lit exam man. HAHAHA. They thought I was gonna cry, But no la, cry for what? HAHA. Just super scared that's all. And my facial expression was just normal, like no expression. WORRY. Now, theres a heavy load off my mind. But there's still other subbys to worry about. MY GEOG. MY HISTORY. MY CHEM! AAAAAAH:( I AM SUPER FREAKED OUT OK.

Today was AWESOME. I had a lot of fun with my friends. HAHAHA GOT SCOLDED BY LAO SHI FOR TALKING DURING HER CLASS. but heck care her la. Not as if I am scared of her man. So toooooot man she. Talk cock also. She said if I continue chatting during her class, she has to change seating arrangement. YOU KNOW WHAT, asshole? That is not even my seat! IN YOUR FACE. teehee;)

Are we really not meant to be together? Tell me not. Now.

This rabbit looked exactly like Snowball. OMG. I miss you so much:)

R.I.P Snowball. I will definitely miss you:) You died so suddenly. I am sorry that I did neglect you and Toffee. I hope that you will know that I love you so much. I love your white fur. Fur which was softer than any other rabbits I could find. You were so active, playful and agile. I remembered the times when you clinged onto the fence, refusing to come down. You were a HANGING RABBIT. Then, we had to coax you to come down. You brought me joy. Laughter. Don't be a gay rabbit in your next life alright! hahaha I DEPRIVED you of mating with a female rabbit. So, you humped Toffee ALL DAY. Your disco stick is SOOOO LONG. You were buried with Brownie, your youngest bro. Rest In Peace. God Bless You.

I did not regret meeting you:) You're awesome. wheee~ You brought joy to my life.

I realised how much I love you. This time it's not superficial.

-The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.-


-Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.-
Will it really end that way? I pray hard. I cross my fingers. I hope not.