You know what? I realised I really love my Helper, Cathy. She is simple as a person, caring, thoughtful and lastly, selfless. I LOVE YOU CATHY! I have only learnt to treasure you when I realised you are leaving us NEXT MONTH. All the best in your future endeavours! And may you marry Uncle Francis and have many many kids! Like a sow. jk.
TODAY, when I was listening to radio 91.3, Cathy dedicated a note to me. Maddy, the DJ, read it out live.
It was like:
''I would like to wish my Employer's children Happy childrens' Day. From Cathy.''
I was extremely touched can! OMG I LOVE YOU, CATHY AND MADDY! Then, I decided to dedicate it back to her.
Maddy was like:
''I would like to wish Cathy, my domestic helper, all the best! She is going back to Phillippines at the end of this year! From Victoria. Awww! I love you guys, Cathy and Victoria! Employer and employee are so sweet!''
HAHA i love maddy too!
Next, I dedicated something to Kristele AND Nicole-A hahaha. SLOW POK NICOLE couldn find the radio! and luckily, Kris, heard it. So at nooon, we were like dedicating to each other like some siao zha bohs. Quite fun though. :) I shall mug now. EYAs are killing me.

MY FIRST KISS WENT A LITTLE LIKE THIS... MUACK MUACK, AND TWIST. 3-0H-3! I'm lovin' it. hahahahha. I remember singing it to Nicole and Cheryl and Natalie in a superrr bim voice. hahaha. Oh and my first kiss... went to... some1... I din expect to give it to. He was disgusting. Black. Cute in a way. And I love him. A lot. A lot. He eats fishes. And guess what? He was the Sealion at the zoo! AAAARGH:( so saddening. HAHA. but I love that cute cute sealion. But there was a yucky, fishy, slimey feeling on my mouth! YUCK. I almost puked, not because I am pregant, but because it STINKED. haha:0 luckily, yesterday, I did not go near that creature. I am blessed. BUT BUT BUT. my first kiss... did not go like ''muack muack and twist'' :( it went ''BLEAAAAGH'' AND i screamed YUCK!

WHOOTS. today is quite awesome:) haha. i din go outttt! AAAAH:( my mummy dun allow me to go out. well, guess what, i shall just stay at home and mug and slack:) I WILL mug ok, nic, nat n cheryl! HAHA. in the end, i took your advice and have been mugging. Went to zoo yesterday because my mummy's viet friends came to visit her so my mmmy had to bring them sight-seeing. OMG We should have gone to Night Safari man. The Halloween episode in Night Safari is said to be super spooky, haunted and SHIOK. Was quite fun in the zoo barhhs:) saw my favourite himadrayas BABBOONS. they are my mummy's favourite too. Those big, red butts. KEKEKE:) oh and i saw shuai shuai ppl. hehe:) n voluptious ppl ang mohs. HAHAHA. I am a pedo. Jk jk. We left the zoo at about 6? HEHE:) then went to Po's house. And at Po's house, Elysia and I were chatting bout scandalous stuff. hahaha quite fun yea. and i realised this world is like SUPER SMALL. So cool man. AND AND AND. LASTLY, I REALISED DAT SOME STUFF ARE JUST SO COOL. especially when you dint expect them to happen. HAHA:) I'm lovin' it. It's finger-lickin good:) tsk

I love you with all my heart. Believe in me.

HAHA whatthepong. ALL OF US FELT THAT RGS SUCKS. Yes it does ok. SO BLOODY YUCK. Stress, competitiveness, TEACHERS. How do people expect us to go through 4 years in this school without lowering our self-esteem like 10 TIMES?! Nurture DAUGHTERS OF A BETTER AGE? pi man! aargh. The only reason why I continue going to school is to meet my friends:) besides that, it's totally POINTLESS man. EYAs:( I really have a lot a lot of things I want to do after the EYAs man! I need my hols. NOW.

Impressions. I know I cannot do anything to change impressions right? I guess I will just have to leave it for now. I wont be able to make you change your perspective of me. In the first place, what did I do to make you think I am this way man? Do you even know me well? No you don't. I wouldn't want to lose you as a friend, seriously. Losing friends like this is definitely not good right. heh.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU AS GOOD FRENS. YOU DO TOOO RITEEE? HAHAHA:) muacckzzz... Thanks for everything. For pointing out my mistakes. For sharing what you feel about me. And lastly, for treating me as a very good friend. And for giving me advice or comforting me when I was down... Thank you, Nicole, Natalie, Hui Ying, Tiffany and Cheryl.

OMG TODAY TOTALLY BUSY CAN! haha. pity my parents, superrr busy with me, as their daughter. truth, accept it. HOPE THEY LOVE IT! hahaha. anyways, piano was fun. though I did not practise a shit before lesson AT ALL. tan was still quite lenient i guess. mum likes her as a teacher, so mum gave her stuff again. I bouught cocoa tree chocs for her, so that she doesn scold meeee! HAHAHA. but obviously, it doesn work. haizz. but in summary, i love tan. miss tan.
ASPEN. hahaha. it was fun i guess! with old hag teacher there. but shes nice bahs, though super long winded. ROFL at how she said ''girls ah, you all shouldn keep using GADGETS!'' HAHAHA. she calls them gadgets. cool. Then, mary and i were talking bout banana splits. n LMAO-ing at other lame jokes with the rest. teehee:) sorta wasted our time though. BUT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND A SHIT ABOUT ACIDS AND BASES! shall try digesting info later bahs. Then, Nat and I went junction 8. And then I went shopping. then to my cousin's house. Then granny's house! HAHA. OMG I LEARNT ABOUT SUPERRR FUNNEH AND COOL STUFF. its about boy-girl BREEDING time. ROFL. we were totally laughing like siao at the different months that people choose to breed. not that I do breed, but of course, duhh, i don't breed.
Next, talking about stalking. I HATE it when people stalk. PLEASE. Don't be wu liao. SO GODDAMN freaky when I find out from my other friends that you guys stalk me. YUCK. you have other better things to do right? MUG for all I care. But I guess I once liked you. Aren't you very matured? teehee:) right. but still, thanks for being such a wonderful friend. Do other better things dude.
Oh noooo. I don't think I will be allowed to go out tomorrow! HAIZZ... I hate eoys. SPOIL MY LIFE. She thinks I go out everyday. REALLY? But she still thinks it's considerably much. WELL, ok. Patience is a virtue. EOYS will be over soon. really soon. I guess. (Y)

Today was extremely fun! But super suayy. HAHA got scolded by humans teacherrrr. N had to stand at the back of the class with nic JUST CUZ WE WENT TOILET and took 5 min. wth. -.- I guess she had a prob with us going toilet and taking 5 min? We took so long because the first toilet was FULL. Thus had to walk to the other? oh my. pls understand? N u reprimanded many many ppl for their answers being wrong! what is up with you. HAIZZZ... i pity your son.

OMG CHERYLLL! u damn cuteee man! I LOVE YOURRR ADVICE TO NICCC! hahaha. Tiff, YOU TOOO! hahaha so encouraging eh! Ying tooo! I know that I am blur! I actually thought there was prac today! HAHAHA. I am SOOO dumb.

Then we went to Nic's house to study. SUPERRR FUN. hahaha. laughed like crappp.

Today shall continue being a not bad day?
Firstly, my goal. GAIN THEIR TRUST. Then I can have freedom. NOT that they don't give me freedom, but probably they have lost their trust in me almost totally. I love you two. You gave me a wonderful life. But please? Don't doubt me so much.

To my good frens. N-a,N-p and Cy
Each of you have your own problems that we shared. No matter what, I will ALWAYS support you alrite!I wont ditch you! DUHHH I SO KIIND! jk jk. Its normal to go thru these kinda problems. You definitely feel cheated. But think of the bright side, WITHOUT each of this incident, you wouldn have found out whether they are your good friends. I guess good friends don't lie to you for no reason ritee?
Cy,I can still remember the times when you talked about how funny and nice she was.I GUESS she has her reasons for Lying. She wouldn have lied for NO REASON or just to ANGER you. She treasures your friendship. I AM DARN SURE.

N-a, JIA YOU! hahahha. U BROKE YOUR PROMISE MAN! jk jk. It will be overrr! Im sure.

N-p, dun care about that person. That person is not worth you getting pissed at, worried over or angered about. THAT PERSON WILL STOP. If the rest trust you and love you as a friend, influence wont OCCUR. Never. I am sure of that.

add oil!<3 I WILL BE BEHIND YOU.

Probably I was too harsh to you. I shouldn have been so mean. But you hurt my good friend. You may say you are sorry a MILLION times. But are you sincere? She doesn take it to heart. Not because she doesn care. But she has to deal with another bastard. I should not be angry FOR her. But rather, I am angry that you are like that. She trusted you. I did not. Well, this has proven that you are not trustable. Full stop.

STOOOOPIDDDDDD DAREEEE! HAHAHA. haiyoooos totallly failed man! HAHA:) shall sleeep now! wet dreams, ppl! jia you:0 NITES^^

Today was quite awesomeeee! HAHAHA damn funneh in school! and our plan totally FAILED can! nic-a and cy, we fail like shit la! HAHAHA we will succeed one day alrite! was quite fun at serene centre too! supposed to buy pressies! but in d end digresss until like dunno wat! HAHA quite fun tho!

Do you know that you have trusted the wrong people? Do you know that you are screwed up? I really pity you, dearie. You told your friends about what you shouldn't have said. Guess what? THEY TOLD ME. MANY of them. They hate you. So do I. Is this what I get for helping you? I should have taken my friends' advice. Not to help you. Well now, I shall. Go away please? I don't want to treat you like how I would to some1 I hated. Its painful seeing how pitiful you are. Your friends, are complaining about YOU to me. even your BFF. Please change, alright?

Why do YOU have to be like this? This is a real test of friendship man. Do friends anyhow suspect? Doubt? Well, probably that is how YOU treat your friends. But I am sure I don't. I am totally disappointed in you. Of all the people, you suspect... ME? Well done... I give up. Go away.

Why do you have to doubt our LOOONG TERM friendship? Why do you have to start the same thing all over again? I don't understand, dearie. You assume toooooo much. Even MANY others agree. Don't jump into conclusions please? I LOVE YOU AS A FRIEND, AND I ALWAYS WILL. <3

whooooooots! DAMN AWESOME MAN. hahaha. went nic-p's club with nic ash and her. HAHAHA:) we sorta did A LITLLE WORK. but gossiped MOREE. hehehe:) dunno whether i should really feel bad for HER. BOTH NICS HAVE A HARD HEART. according to nic-p, my heart shouldn be soggyyyy. SO YUPPS my heart is hard. try hitting!!! JKjk. NIC-P SAI I HAVE HARD BREAST, SO HARD HEART. hahahaha jk jk. still rmb getting chased by the apnn securitly guard ytd!!! OHOH N rofling over how my maid pronounces taxi. ''TUCK-SI! TUCK-SI!'' LMAO. and ohoh chicken= ''chii-kan! chi-kan!'' hahaha. OH AND I WAS THEIR MAID DURING LUNCH. suck. Overall, it was DAMN FUN! hahaha. we smsed using each other's phones and discussed on wat to reply... OMG STILL RMB HOW WE PRETENDED TO B ELAINE KOK. hahaha d prank smses. SO DUMB. ytd was chao ji wu di fun. N at night, i went for a party. Super fun toooo! Nat tinks i got hooked up. WHATTHEPONG hahah not many hooks there.

YUCK. Y are u so disgustingg? So mushy. YUCK. i m disgusted by u. SO THICK-SKINNED. I dun tink i will ever like u again, dearie. Heh:) but stay awesome as a fren!

HAHAHA:) I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING COOKIE GREATLY... oh myyy... Kk i shall post some pics of her soon k! Nat and nic n druss... i will PROVE to u i not neglectin her k! U NOE WATTTT? i was ROFL-ing man! COOKIE GOT HER FIRST MENSES TODAYYY! WHOOOTSSSS! HAHAHA:) my maid said she just pubertised. wah seyyy... got puberty man! not bad... hehehe:) so fun looking at the blood coming out from herrrr... HAHAHA. BUT COOKIES IS SUPER EXCITED FOR IT! eheh i want her have babies lehhh! Must find a good mating partnerrrr! hehehe i cant stop laughin at cookie. so immature and playful, yet mature.

SORREH KRIS! omg i feel damn bad forr uuuu. We had to cancel the outing today cuz it was raining damn heavily then Rach was sick n Delia had some stufff! N drus tooo! HEHEHE:0 try changing ur Andrew Er tuition k. N ur dental appointment. Heh. Can always go out wid u another day alright! N help me tell shao min forget it regardin the bringing us to East coast park! I not datttt noooob can! So paisei... Come all the way bring us to East coast park. Tai ma fan le. Anwyays, thanks!

I AM DEDICATING THIS TOO DEB UPON REQUEST! hehehe cy, this really become dedication corner man! DEB THE NOOOOB! I LOVE YOUUUU! TALK TO ZHI XUAN AND EUGENIA MOREEE! they are superrr nice seniorsss! hahaha:) i like promoting products like that! But my cousin, Eugenia, REALLY nice. And AND AND be as pro as Zhi xuan k! WAH SEYYY SHE DAMN ZAI CAN! top in singaporeee in throws!

HAHAHA:) chun yinggggg u damn funneh KK I SHALL DEDICATE THIS POST TO YOUUUU:) thanks for being such an awesome goooood frennn wid nic n d restttt like pua n nat n bab n ailica n lysha n en kyi!!! HEHE:) Anyways, thanks for tellin me to chill wen i was SUPER angry that i wasn allowed to go out wid ALMOST ALL of the outings my frens asked me outttt... hurhurhur my mummy ah. But my day was stilll awesomeee! Ohoh and i was totally freaked out just now. My maid went out wid me to buy stuff... Today is the last day of Ghost festival nia. I was super super sad and it was super foggy cuz everyone was burning ghosts stuff(dunno wat to call that) and so the air was quite polluted.then we were supposed to cross like 5 roads? And then, we jay-walked the first road and I tripped over the pavement, SUPER SCARY. I almost fell flat on the road and there was this lorry speeding in our direction. But luckily I quickly limped to the other side with my maid. Then, the second road, the cars were damn fast. My maid was carrying an umbrella and stupidly, she covered herself with the umbrella and didnt look at the traffic! Then this super big truck screeched and I was totally shocked can! Then me and her quickly ran to the other side. While running to the other side, I unknowingly ran across another road too and then ANOTHER RED CAR GAVE OUT THIS SUPERRRR HIGH PITCHED sound because it jammed break! OMGOMGOMG I was scared out of my wits can! Moral of story: Don't cross roads on a ghost day? jk jk

OHOHOHOHOH! N I HAVE GOTTA SAY SOMETHING I AM SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF OF! I TOOK MRT BY MYSELF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFEEEE! It was on the day where i tried going by myself to the dentist! Hui ying and drus n kris were TOTALLY doubting me wen i said i was gonna go there BY MYSELF! Drus was like: ''BY YOURSELF? siao ah!'' Kri was like ''HAHAHA see u get lost! '' N hui ying was like ''You sure ah, call me if u need help!'' wheeeeeee~ zai rite! HAHAHA nic n cy n nic n nat must b laughin at me like siao now. BUT I LEARNT SOMETHING NEW. my mummy was proud of meeee... but i had to ask a passenger to confirm on how to tap the carddd hehe:) cant rmb la! N u noe wat? Hui ying asked me to check the SBS transit map on the net regarding how to get to ECP tomoro! N so i did it! yayyy! whootssss... Hope i won get lost tho! I will be going all the way to Bugis first and pick Kris then meet the rest at Bedok MRT station at around 2 plus... PRAY HARD! CROSS YOUR FINGERS! I DUN GET LOSTTTTT! heeeeeeehaaaaa!

HEHE:) wellll, today i woke up QUITE early! heehee:) good gurl man. Because i was drooolinggg! hahah:) braces make you droool much more easilyyy... NIC, good choice, just dun put braces ESPECIALLY with the bands, because its damn ma fan! Keeeeeep takin out n putting back, CHAO JI WU DI MA FAN! I actually swallowed d tiny bands man! YUCKKK. HAHA:) I was supposed to go STUDYING with Nic and Nat and Min Xin todayyyy... BUT my mummy said i could only chose one day so i chose friday! Besides, Nat and min xin couldn make it today too. So nic cancelled today's studying session... Then, I was supposed to go KAP or KFC with Yan Zhe, Nic and CY, BUT THEN my mummy din allowww! N CY had trainin! AAAAAH:( then I was supposed to go KAP with Nic to meet Min Xin and Jovi and the restttt TO STUDY... but OBVIOUSLY my mummy din allow. haiyoooo. NEVER MIND:) In the end, I was supposed to study with Nic at KFC BUT my mummy felt that I could study with Nic at home! Well, it's really very sian to study at home ya noe! Esp wen Nic n Nat comes to my house after school ALMOST everyday n now in d hols, study at the SAME place again? NO THANKS. well, i should just look at the bright side. Mum said that I go out too often. Prob I really am going out too much, according to Nat and Nic. Vic being a guai kia in progress... Tis process will take 60 YEARS. until i m too old to move. then i will b guai. hehe:) I wanna repaint my room! I changed its colourr millions of times and I m driving mummy crazyyyy! heehee:) just the way I m... sorry mummy. OMG I LOVE JUST THE WAY YOU ARE BY BRUNO MARS. hahaha cheryl, ur taste after all, not bad ah!

HAHA chun ying, I M DAMN DAMN DAMN SURE ITS 0%! WHHHOOOOOOTTTTTTSSSSS! I THOUGHT CAREFULLY n its RELI 0%. HEHE:) but i will still have to say hes niceee!

Why can't you trust me? Why do you have to keep doubting me? Why do you have to control me? I know you give me space and freedom, but I need more. I know you treat me like an adult. But I want you to treat me not ONLY like an adult, but like a SENIOR CITIZEN. hahaha... Respect me.

Why do some people feel that life has no meaning? Is there really no meaning?
Well, god created human to live on happily. Right? Sometimes, only thinking bout your setbacks in life isn that good after all. But what do you consider as a low point in life? A fail for your chinese test? Getting scolded by your teacher? Or even worse, having a friend who passed away? I personally feel that those minor failings and scoldings are NOTHING compared to having a loved one who has passed away. Well, T had a friend who passed away not long ago due to cancer. Oh my:( So depressing. He was one of her good friends or probably even, her Best friend. HAHAHA i m suddenly reminded by wat nic and cy always teased, Vivian, my BFF! hahaha. Anyways, back to the point. The friend was aware of his condition about a few year before his death. He was devastated. T was probably the only one who knew about his condition though. But soon after, they lost contact due to some class streaming system. T lived in fear of losing her good friend. According to her, he was someone who could share her family problems, troubles, friendship problems and almost EVERYTHING. except ya noe, girl's stufff... like M*****. Heh. Then, recently, T told me that she realised he had passed away 2 YEARS AGO!omgomgomg... tatS like super long ago! haha TSKTSK... so yeah she cried the whole night... He simply left this world at the ge of 11! What is failing an exam compared to this? Some people actually feel that passing is their everythingg... Then they go home, start emoing, telling me that they wanna cut their wrist and LEAVE this sad and meaningless world. WHATTHEPONG. HAHAHA. no offence. but probably thats their way of interpreting Sad and Meaningless, but its not my interpretation of Meaningless. Not to mention those with even more setbacks like losing loved ones at the age of 3? Heh. Anyways, I shall try to reflect more on these kind of stuff from now onwards! Appreciating what I have.

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
HAHA this song old liaooo... was hot last month. But anyways, i still LOVED it. I loved it at d time wen it was JUST released n not many ppl knew bout it. But anyways, still quite awesome i guess... HAHA Rihanna and Eminem pwns...

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WHOOOTS! i wole up damnnnn early todaeee! Then i called my piano teacher to beg her to cancel lesson n SHE DID! she totally empathised wid meee... WHOOTS WHOOTS WHOOOTS! I was totally like ''I love youuu!'' n she was like ''You only love me wen i postpone lesson rite.'' HAHA:) ILY MISS TANN! Woke up so damn early today man. ILIKE. So now, i shall go to sleeep again! N reflect on stufff...

HAHA:0 Since she doesn appreciate it, well its time to stop helping herrrr! HAHA:) thanks nic-ash, cy, nic-p, nat, min xin n my parents for the adviceeee! Anyways, HAIYO. I dun reli care liaoooooo! Shes old enough to solve whatever problems she has. And I have done my partttttt! heehee:) hope tat D won't be so upset over her anymore. That poor poor thinggg... Heh. Oh and I WAS PRACTICALLY roflmao wen nic, nat, ying and I made up nicknames for people. E.g., Nat=Nana hahahah sounded damn sick and funny. Then Tiff=titi! HAHAAHHA titi! Damn cute man, new name for tits. Anywayssss, BUH-BYEEEE! I shall go sleeep like a pig.

HAHA ytd was TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEE! heehee:) it was damn retarded in school n well,i had lots of fun. thanks, nic, nat, cheryl, ying, drus, kris n rach. HAHA. Yes omg jaslyn! I really really have to buck up! You really ah, nag worse than my mummy man. Anyways, I had to skip cca and go for braces appointment. It took quuite long. And I literally fell asleep can! Then i STARTED CHOKIN ON MY SALIVA! hahaha. so retarded. theni coughed n coughed n coughed non-stop. Anyways, the process was not as painful as i thought. wheeeee... N OMG I CHOSE THE WRONG COLOUR. I meant to point at the purple coloured brace but then in the end, I POINTED AT PINKKKK! aaaaaah! but its ok. Then I was supposed to go for RI concert with nic. But my mum said it was their WEDDING ANNIVERSARY n saw I had to eat dinner with the family! N guess watt... they went to their fav Italian restaurant and I COULD JUST EAT LOBSTER SOUP cuz i couldn chew. WHATHEPONG. so pathetic. but never mind. So sorry, nic and min xin! couldn go for concert. Then we went to my cuzin's house and played n then she came to sleep over. At least this cuzin wouldn say stuff like ''hey apple hey apple'' in the middle of the night, so I guess it was fineee!

WHEEEEEEEE~

Today's the 1st Sept. WHEEEEE:0 no school! Well, today has been quite awesome. Woke up at about 10. Then logged in, and so on. HAHA gossip session in THE MORNING. feel like those aunties from the market. Then, I reflected on K's problem. She was seriously in deep shit. So, with nic's advice, I decided to tell K about what she has got herself into. Her voice on the phone was simply not normal. As in, she was scared. I felt super bad for her. Her reputation will simply be like... PIUUUUUUUUUUUU... low. haizzz... poor thing. Now almost D WHOLE OF RI AND RG noe about it. Haiyooo. Moral of story, don't trust someone you have just known for about 2 weeks so easily. Wish K all the best! I have done my best to help her with one of the guy, but the rest its not my say! My advice for her was to just dao his messages. N stop sending those kinda messages. Cuz its bad enough liao. And she knows it. JIA YOU!

Omg how could I forget my previous blog's URL? haiyo. silly me. Have been procrastinating in creating a new blog. So since now I have d P and C pt to complete, I Shun bian do it! wheeeee~